the 2 girls

Aren't they just adorable? hahah...of course they are...they are mine!

Do you ever get this I-can't-believe-I-have-kids feeling? I have. I still do as a matter of fact. I have never in my life thought I'd ever have kids. I was too afraid of childbirth. I am serious. I was so afraid of the pain that I actually thought that if ever I go through childbirth, it'll be the end of me! The silliest thing on earth I tell you.

But, how I contradict myself. I had not only gone through once but TWICE insanely mortifying birth. Both I will never forget. Because well, firstly, it's one of the craziest thing I've ever done and secondly, I wrote down my birth stories on this blog heheh...So, it's virtually impossible for me to forget the details.

Despite all of that, I made it through. Both times. And now, I have two kids. Twice the happiness, twice the pain. Everything we do, everything we buy, we have to do twice and buy twice. One is never enough. Just like online life insurances, we have one for each because some things' are not meant to be shared.

I'd like to think also that now I have kids, there isn't anything I won't do for them. At least I'd try to. Possibly even eating a frog if I have to. Of course, I don't have to do anything of that sort...yet...but I suppose, if I have to, I will just hold my breath and swallow!

what's up with Ash?

I can't believe how time flies. My little girl is no longer so little anymore; especially when I give Em a shower or when I'm changing her diaper, I'd start to compare how little Em is and how big Ash has become. They grow up mighty fast don't they?

Ash will be 3 in oh..about 2 months'. I don't think we will be having a big celebration for her but we will definitely have a small gathering amongst family. Just the usual makan and the birthday cake for documenting purposes. We'll probably do the whole enchilada when she turns 16. Provided of course, she's not a circuit city customer and still calls home home.

I'll probably get her a gimme mouse cake. Her favourite cartoon figure of all time. She breathes, eats and sleep that mouse. Rest assured I'll be posting up photos of her cake when that happens!

eating like a pig...and loving it!

Since the tennis season has started, I've been eating like a pig. Ok, well maybe not so much of eating but munching away on mostly junk food! I know!!! **gasp**. I am so not a healthy person. At my age, I should start thinking about my health and all but I just cant resist them. Who can resist a packet of Nachos? or Mamee or Muruku? Who can resist a large iced cold glass of Kikapoo? or a Cornetto ice-cream cone? They are foods made from heaven!

After all these munching and nibbling, we have yet another feast-y occasion - CNY!! The only reason why this time of the year is so so SO important to me is because of all the glorious food my MIL and grandma makes. It's to die for I am telling you. One round of eating is never enough. I am telling you, I simply cannot wait.

So, what am I gonna do after all these eating fest is over? I have a plan. Yup, folks, our very own "after shock diets that work"!.

Grumpy ol' man

I checked my calendar and I knew it!! I am due for my yearly pap smear very soon. I cannot believe that it's been almost a year since my last check-up. I don't really like it but I have to anyway. For my health and you know, just to make sure that everything is A-ok.

Another reason why I always dread is going to see my gynea. He is like a woman- always pms-ing. We just don't know when he'll be in a good mood. But funnily enough, he's one of the more famous doctors in the hospital. No doubt he's Mr Grumpy all the time, but he's a good doc.

The worst thing is, walking in there, reminds me of my pregnant days. Oh, the check-ups, the endless tests, the bottles of prenatal vitamins. I am so glad that it's all over. And no more Mr Grumpy!! Well, at least not on a monthly basis...bbbrrrr